Sunday, August 8, 2010

Many Changes in my LIFE now!

Now aldy is 05:21am midnite..
but i still cant fall asleep..
why?is it anything happen in my mind again?
no one know..

Im back here again..
oh,aldy 2 months no come write or post anything le..
busy??
yup,my life is starting busy now
but i cant arrange a gd time table for myself..
everytimes i also did the work with last minutes..
now,i just done my assignment report..
it should be done last week..but lucky my leader kind..treat me gd..haha

Be4 busy is cau CLS event,YX camp!!
yeah! it was complete early a month aldy,but im sharing now..
is it too late?haha
erm..first time doing YX camp,n it was damn rush all d work..
i hate but i love too..cau it bring me learn a lot of things..and new friends..
be4 everytime meeting,i very unhpy..cau i dont know them.they dun know me too..
i hate d feel when alone coming find me..

Zhi Rong,he is my new fren n senior too..IB leader!><
he come from Kluang,my cousin hometown..
then accidently we know each other..haha
we hav a lot of story from beginning we know each other until the camp ending..
of course now we still r good fren..><
U r the first fren bring me go watch football!!!haha..be4 i hate but now i enjoy it le!
dun know y talk with u,i just look like nth to scare..just bla bla bla..even my own story..
Thx god,to let me know a new fren like u!hpy to know u!

Pang zhi wei,he is my new fren also..he siao d la..but quite funny too..haha.. stay with ur 2,i sure hpy,never hav stress infront ur all..pround to know u too..><

actually this time camp,i really know a lot new fren..
erica,first time we did event was the last year,but now she is my leader aldy..we work together again..
Gratz!
n she gang too..yen feng,wen khai,k jian,winnie
if i really wan to write out all d new fren name,i think i cant write finish it by tonite..haha

QQ

im very hpy to know she!Really!
dun know y..she can give me the feel that i never hav it..
maybe i had it be4,just not stay longer..but she can!
very funny one,i very beh song she when first time meeting..dun know y..( she beh song me too)
but after second times workshop,i started to accept she le..
dun ask me why..cau not everything also can hav WHY d..
she quite funny d..cau always say '冷笑话' infront me or frens..
even though it was no funny,but i also will smile..
she said she came from KL..omg...unbelievable..
maybe she is the 'special' one ba..haha
'谢谢你的美好'~~'我喜欢,不,我爱'
maybe something will happen soon..>.<


Event finished lo..then busy my exam n my BUSINESS!
exam,i do really hav study hard for it..so i think it was ok pass..><
but cant! my new target for my study is FIRST CLASS!
i hav to study harder..i no more play this time!~.~

About my new business..
actually its not call business la,we call it 'Direct Sales'
Hard to share at here,hav time we just chat it ba..><
be4 i would think a lot negative about to do this business..
am i wrg to join this company?
am i correct?
am i free to do it?
can i handle it?
But now..this all question aldy go away!
i wont think it anymore..
i believe it,i can,u can,we can,we all can!
n thx to some kp friends too..
thanks them give me some support n time to come hear wht i am doing d business now..
even though this just a sharing section,but i wish ur all enjoy too..
hav chance or no chance we do it together is depends on u..
i am aldy sharing it all la..next time dun say me no share to kp own friends ya..XP
can do o cant do is see how many harder work the guy to spread it,to do it!
天下间没有不辛苦的工,只是看你怎样去完成那一堆堆的它
人生终会有失败和成功过,只是看你怎样去改变那些想法
相信自己才是最重要的!!
so good luck for me,n those who r really wanna earn money d..
we study hard,work hard,n play hard together ba!Jia You!!><

n i had view 'YOU' profile..
look like u aldy accept it n enjoy ur new sch life..
its a gd news to see u like this..
anyway,take care urself at there n enjoy it ba..
cau only study can let u feel no stress..><




Saturday, June 19, 2010

结束,新开始

事情过了一个星期..
我也没再想了..
现在的生活和以前没两样..
以前电话偶尔会响响..
现在也还不是一样..
习惯就好

人生中真的有太多的事需要我们去经过
有些人闹着悲剧来收场
有些人明白事理而收场
而有些人自动放手来结束
好一句放手的理由..
而我又是属于哪种??
姑姑问,你的心还会痛吗?
我回答,不了..因为我真的放了..
姑姑又问,真的吗?别口是心非啦..
我没答..只是笑笑回避..><

爱情里从来没有谁对谁错
只有谁愿意接受和放弃
人竟然选择了接受,那就要放弃
别怪谁谁好谁不好,你错?我错? 没人错!
只是我们抓不住时间的流动!
歌都有酱唱 爱就对了-S.H.E

我的朋友们,对不起了
我办不到我和你们的打赌
以前的我会说初恋也会有好结果的..
可是现在我输了..
要真真办到的,我还不够




Yeah!aldy go to degree with 2 weeks..
how?
enn..quite ok lo..
just d feel like our group 散了
many fren not same group jor..T.T
lecture class still ok,hav fren..
but tutorial..sad..lonely at there..haiz..
Hope it will be better soon..

After that,CLS(chinese language society)
i hav take part again this time..

迎新营><
busy n tired lo..i scare it..
maybe this will be my last time join activity le or stop a while first.
cau degree course harder than foudation le..
i scare it n worry will fail again..
i hear d news MMU change rules..
those who r fail in any1 subject,then will extend a year..is it really?
so i hav to change my attitude study le..
i told my mum,Mum if i fail le then can i dun wan study anymore?i go out work..
my mum answer me,why??cau not she le so u no heart study anymore?
NO!
i wont think like this,my lovely mum...
i know ur all worry me still sad..
but IT IS OVER!
IM OK LE!
WE SHOULD KEEP GOING ON
NEVER STOP BECAUSE A UNSUCCESSFUL PROBLEM


Jia you to u,n me too!
This time really is New Sem!New LIFE><


I'm SINGLE now!!!!




Saturday, June 5, 2010

Speechless..

2 weeks holiday going finish..
n i look like do nth in this 2 weeks..
bored..suck..fuck..i hate holiday!
holiday bring me a lot lonely..
maybe without u..or YOU..OR she..or ur all..
very fast d..monday open sch lo..
n now i am facing a big academic problem..haiz..
im really regret with this all..but it over aldy..
hope God bless me..

first week holiday i really too boring le..
then went to KL find my dear fren..
Jhao,yeah!i said i wan drunk that day,i really did it..
but it was very suffer..i hate it!but y i still wanna drink it?
no y..cau i wan only that time can let me relax..
let me wanna talk wht then talk wht..
let me had some brave to say out it all..
let me forget some unhpy things at that 2-3 hours..
let me drunk!i need it..
i know wht i did wht i said that day..
maybe i really too tired with this all..
im sorry to u n myself...

second week was my fren,py birthday..
but that day had a something unhpy happen..
but its ok la..over aldy..hope SL ok now..
we r always support u d..><

my exam result out le..
haiz..wht a fucking 'good' result i take..
i give up le..i dun know wht can i do le..
only can blame myself y that time dun wan study hard..speechless..
degree course i register le..
time table very gd..all morning class..friday no class..
but..haiz..really hope GOD help me this time again..

open sch le,i really dun know wan how..
SHIT,u know wht i feel now??
feel lonely back like first time i went to MMU OW..
cau u,i just can finish my foudation with hpy memory..
now without u,i really dunknow wan how to over my life in MMU here..
like wht i head d song now..'Need You Now-Lady Antebellum'

is over..all is over le..
i should wake up with this all..
i cant be like this anymore..
i wan study hard!
i wan do it!
i wan many many many!!!
but can i?
speechless................................................


I miss u,m!

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

In my world,Mummy is the BEST!

Today was a great day...
long time i no try chat like this with my lovely mum le...
thx mum..
finally i had dare to tell u all this things..
before because i wan face so shy to let u know,mum..
i scare u say me stupid..but i'm really stupid enuf..
but now..i really need ur support...
i aldy very tired n heartless with this all...
can i rest a while?
can i stop a while?
Mummy..thx u..
even though today i dun know y u sudden said wan buy me an iphone..
but i aldy no mood to buy le..next time ba..
I love u,mummy..

Sunday, May 2, 2010

busy in this month!

OMg..aldy hav 1 month no upload le..haha><
actually quite busy this few WEEKS..
last 2-3 weeks,i just finished my business project with my group member..
successful..at least we hpy,enjoy n fun although lazy to wake up sometimes..haha
it was a good memory be4 we end our foudation semester...
after that,start busy my assigment..a lot..
muet exam also..first time take it..hope i will pass enuf..><
after that,d final exam coming also le..omg!i havent prepare it all..=.=
then hav 2 holidays lur..now i aldy planing wanna g where play le..haha...crazy~.~
after that,open sch start my degree year lur..
some fren hav gone,some hav stay at here..haiz..T.T
this week damn busy d..
thursday back kp,celebrate birthday with my fren,Xiao Boss..hehe
friday,we celebrate birthday again with Xiao Boss n Guo Chen..><
d birthday wishes quite funny n crazy!haha..
i'm waiting d photo upload now..haha
after that,saturday we go sb watch movie..
oh shit!damn full lo all d movie..haiz..
but lucky we had book aldy..thx xue er ya!
whole nite help us book..TQTQ
after that when back kp,omg!trafic jam 99!!
cau Labour day ma...haiz...suan le la..haha
nite,we help ah kan celebrate birthday again..wow...
we help she early make it..
d ice-cream cake tasty!next time i wan go buy n eat..haha><
sumore to write?
i think no more le ba..
d coming things is my final exam..
i hav to stop all d things n focus in study le..
BF,ur birthday coming too.but that time i hav my exam!
so,wait me la!u sure hav a BIG surprise!!!
i promise it!><











Friday, March 26, 2010

Although nothing but i hurt..

wht a bad year this year?!?!huh?
i no very like 2010!
i hate!
i dissapoited!
i fall!
i lost!
its this year is my sui year?
love?study?family?include fren too..
what the hell going on..


26/3/10
today would be a hpy n good day..
but it was spoil le..
n then i sad le..
disappoited 1 more times again in this year..
i no blame u..cau u also dun hope will happen it..
but suan le..over le jiu shi over..nth can make it change..
be4 that nite,after i get d news from u..
i really very hpy..
unspeakable d happy feel..
maybe this is wht i am always waiting d..
i on9 check wht movie..
i slp early..
i wake up early told parents..
i acc parents go bahau eat breakfast cau they let me drive..
i hope n hope...but its last happen too..
when u told me that time,i was having my tasty food..
after c d msg..yup!i SUCK!food no food anymore..
mood no mood anymore..
im silent..
no more i talk n laugh..
no more i eat n drink..
no more i think n say d news again..
last,i no told my parents about d things were cancel actually aldy..
is it face problem?ya..i need face that time..
cau i really dun know wht i can do anymore..
i really hope that time i can fast back kp n diam diam stay at home..
i really hope find a hole to stay inside until d time pass..d day over..
i know it is FACT!i hav to accept le..
cant go then no go lo..
i always told myself..hav next time d..hav next chance d..
nevermind la..nothing d..it's ok..
i used to it this 3 words le..
last,i also wan sry too..
sry cau everytimes also make u hard to do..
sry cau everytimes also make u suffer..
sry cau everytimes i wan GOD also dun let me..
sry cau everytimes i cant acc u..
sry cau i said out d feel..
sry n sry n sry..nvm n nvm n nvm..
cau i used to it le..


Thanks a lot to my old friend!my buddy!-ah sim..
everytimes i sad,i cant solve d problem,i sure find u..
n u so good to accept me too..
other thanks you,i really dun know wan how to say le..
thanks u,cau me so go sb with me..
thanks u,cau me so acc me go watch movie..
thanks u,cau me so u let ur father scold no go help he work..
thanks u,cau me so u help me alot..
thanks u,cau me so u help me lie ur father,lie my parents too..
really thanks a lot!


'Nevermind' this word is easy to say out..
but if really wan understand it d meaning still hav to think long way..
'Nevermind' this word say le..
dun think that it was really nvm that meaning..
cau sometime not cau get forced,he/she also wont use it
just let it gone..
'Nevermind' this word everytimes i used..
actually just hurt me n let me feel better only..
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my tear..was falling down again this nite...


Tuesday, March 16, 2010

lalalalalala!

lalalala..sudden feel hav mood wan write post..
but bad mood la..
even my hostel line good,
mind clear,
heart pump,
breathe fresh..
but d mood still havent change..
dun ask me WHY?
No Explanation..
Yeah!finally a lot of assigment,drama finished le..
now left business project n account assgiment only..
relax......
after that,very fast d is our time graduate..
last 68 days..i count it..
fast?slow?
no..actually d time passed normal..
only me doing something useless..

Yeah!finally i register my degree course..
IB=international business..
hear like sound good..but actually just a simple subject..
compare to accounting is a big DIFFERENT...
but that is d subject that i wan to study so came to MMU..
so of course i will stay at melacca with 3 years anymore..
cyber?wont think anymore..
cau there is a place not suitable to me..
n most important is...cyber dun hav IB course..
so fine la..stay at here also good nia..
even many fren wan go to cyber le..

now i just know i really changed a lot le..
its TRUE!

I admit it!
dun know how to say..
beside my fren d sure know wht i mean..

I lost...
I lost d way...
I lost d way to come back...
I lost d way to come back ur side...
Become lazy n lazy..
lazy study..OMG!!!!
i wan i wan!
Start study le...its too late?

LEft 68 days,let us hpy together with last memory ba..><

Holiday coming!lets come go KL ENJOY!!!
i wan DRUNK!!!!!!!!!!