真希望在你难过的时候我可以陪伴着你..

现在我才知道原来担心一个人的感受是有多难忍啊..
我的人就是这样..不会主动一点..
很多话我很想说,可是又不说..
很多事我可以做,可是又不做..
看着今天回马六甲的路程,我的心顿时很闷..
也许我真的还是很担心你吧..
虽然你看起来好像没事..可是我知道你也会伤心的..
只是不喜欢在朋友面前露出来..
你很坚强..我看得出你真的是个乖孩子..
你没把眼泪挂在脸上..
这一点我可以承认你比我想象中还要的坚强..
虽然这一切都来得突然..但愿你已接受了这..

听见这消息时,我真想飞车回去庇劳找你..
因为我知道那时候的你最希望的就是任何人的安慰..
可是我做不到..
我只能在一旁地默默担心你..
晚上去你家..
看见你,我真想走向前去问候你,安慰你..
可是我又做不到..
就连坐在一起,我也说不出一句安慰你的话..
只有在一旁地看着你..听你们讲..
我是不是有点笨?!?!

其实我有很多话想对你说..
你听见吗??
我说我很担心你!!
我是真的很担心你!!
我从来都没有这样担心你!!可是现在我会了..
我很想现在就陪伴在你的左右..一步也不离开..
我很想照顾你..一直到永远..
我要好好的爱你..因为我确认了..是你!!

在你最需要我时,告诉我..我会想尽办法到你的身边..
在你最需要关心时,告诉我..我会好好的呆在你身边..
陪伴着你..
之前我做不到,现在我就要做到!!

希望你的心情可以慢慢的恢复..我支持你..

HH

Orientation Great!!love it!!

finally thursday that day my orientation week aldy finish..
i hav some sad n bu she de la..
we just know each others n then wan finish le..
really hav a bit sien lo..
go orientation week just like go camp..
but if compare with secondary camp..i can say IT WAS A BIG DIFFERENT!!
dun know..just feel it..
maybe secondary camp we just can meet our sch ppl n less ppl join in..
but orientation different..it was great to me..
our orientation hav about 2000+ ppls take part..
we arrange by 4 groups..yellow,green,red,blue
i am Yellow la..haha
after that,we still hav many team cheers leh..
when we all gather together..we will use our cheers to show our team powerful..
shout n shout!!haha..
like fight!!team fight team..great!!
n our OC n MC too..so gd..n funny..i love them all..

last night,thursday..we hav our orientation closing ceremony..
that 1 i also havent try!c!n feel it be4!!
our main hall r full of mmu new students..
like open演唱会..we shout n shout..all sit by group colour..
after that,we hav some presentation too..name 'SuperHero'
each group had to present out 1 HERO..
that was super funny n crazy...haha..
the closing ceremony show until 12am just finish..crazy!
after that,we go find OC n MC take some photo lo..
cau some r getting to graduate aldy..they hav to go bck their country..sad..

Happpy n happy in this week..
if ur all hav chance to get the orientation week..i advise ur all to join it!!
ya.first time will bored..will miss baba n mama..miss home
but after u know many frens at there,then u wont be lonely aldy..

now orientation finish le lo..monday hav to study le lo..
can play d time aldy over..so now study hard ba..
All must try the best to do it!!

Our Great Cheers!!
Hello,Yellow!
Yellow,Hello!
1,2,3..Pum It!!Let move it!!
Pi PiKa PiKa!!
Pi PiKa PiKa!!
Chu!!


Yoyoyo!!
Take me to the Limit!!
Take me to the TOP!!
We r the mighty YELLOW and you cant be stop!!

Why so Serious?!?!
Let bring the SMILE face on that face!!
HAHAHA..

still hav many d..lazy list all..haha..
this all is my new fren in MMU..^^

Start NOW!!

this few days too busy..until i dun hav time to post blog..(actually is ALASAN..)^^
wow..finally i started my sch life..but this week just a orientation week la..
so havent touch book and in class..
erm..sunday,i come to MMU,Melaka to register first with my fren guo chen..
lucky we come early..we arrive here just saw a little ppl at that time..
we quickly go take room key n then clean our room..
eh..the room can tahan la..although dun hav air-cord..but i still can endure it..
after my parents went back kp..then i straight slp until waiting kylie came to hostel..
omg..at that time aldy had a lot of ppls..zz..shit!!wait the life also need long time..zzz
after help kylie,then we go to the main field at 3pm..
oyaya..the crazy!funny!boring!hppy!Time was coming!!
we go here la go there la..do some action la..for cheers la...n some stupid n funny games..i like..haha
ya..the time was passed damn slow..
when we hear all the rules,omg..damn sleepy..
but we cant slp!cau if slp,they will take our photo with curi-curi..omg..
after that,we had to do many CHEERS for our YELLOW Group..haha
yeah,i feel it very nice..but we still cant get high together..
maybe we hav to wait until last day orientation day..
then we still hav dare to play together,laugh!get high!!
actually orientation week just like we went to camp when secondary sch..
morning 7am aldy want wake up..n then follow our group OC everyday..
ya.they r kind n funny..they all r also still students in MMU..
erm..be4 i came to here,i always feel it..'haiz,orientation wht la..go just waste our time only'..
but now..its still ok la..not so bad like wht i imagine be4..
its quite good,n now i had started love this feel..
can busy a whole day
can smile a whole day
can play a whole day
can eat a whole day(of course all the food r free la..haha)
can know many new friends a whole day..


YES!today we hav sport canival day..
i had take part in volleyball games..
aiya,aldy hav 2 months didnt touch volleyball le..
today play i just still okok ba le..sien..we lose..haha
nvmla..this just a games..
we know OC them make this sport canival is just for us to make get high in this time..
enjoy n hav fun enuf lo..win or lose r not important!!
haha..today i hav know 3 new boys n 3 gals too..
they r also my volleyball team too..
although they all r just newbie..but..quite gd d..nice person too..^^
they all r take same course with me too..so hope we can study in same class la..^^
ok..today i just write until here stop la..
cau i hav to go rest le..tml i hav to cont my 'BusyDays' again..
hope 1 day better than 1 day coming..

Our CHEERS song..hav many..but this more funny!!
Yellow Hello!!
Hello Yellow!!
1,2,3..Go
Yellow..Pika Pika
Yellow..Pika Pika
Pikachuzzz....

No Title Xp

This few days busy watch movie..so didnt update new blog..haha..psps
yor..so fast..jhao go study at pj aldy a week..dun know suang o not leh??hehe
susu also nia..gong xi o..can go melaka high study..wait after holiday over,we meet at melaka ar,k?haha
really..many fren aldy leave go to study le..
just left sim study at TMS,kp..so cham..
billy also..need to wait july just open sch..still hav 1 month he can play+slp..haha
xue er also can go melaka le..gratz!!
still hav who at kp leh?i think no more le gua..
me,kylie n guo chen also wan leave here go melaka next sunday le..Z.Z
haha..at that time really cant imagine if some1 fren still at here will how?fell lonely?or better?
sim didi..jia you lo..although u at kp study,but i will back kp sometimes d..haha
haiz..i study there very cham d la..
MMU is at luar bandar d..if wan to go shopping or where also need go by bus or taxi..
but the problem is..the taxi n bus sometimes didnt over MMU d o..
walk?father say very far...zzz
so really dun know how la..maybe cannot everyweek back kp le lo..
but c how 1st la..so ur all dun blame me o if hav any meeting at kp that i cant join..Xp

erm..nth to write le..haha..continue c my movie..wakaka...
guan,thx u PPS dl lo..u make me busy c movie now...haha!!!kdkd

变了吗?!?

【排写,这写很久了的..只是太忙没时间发..哈哈】

是不是人长大了，思想会变得更成熟?
看着朋友一个接一个的去读书了，庇劳世界就变的安静，孤单了…

那天傻傻的我还哭了出来，真的糗死了..哈哈

JS咯，超幸运的他得到了JPA,他的韩国深造梦想终于实现了..
可是他却很快的就要离开马来西亚去韩国了..说是还有九个月呆在这..可是我想信在这几个月里，我们都会忙各自的学业，哪还有时间回来我们的老地方吹水呢??哈哈..再接下去，JS就要去韩国咯..一去就去五六年，对吗?我们还可以每个月回来老家一次，可是你?不行啊..机票超贵啊!!ZzzzZ..只好等咯..等到你完成你的梦想吧..到时可别为了那儿的韩国妹而不回来找我们哦..不然你准备GG吧..^^

朋友都是会离开的..也许以前我没试过，因为我的朋友个个都是从小学认识一直到现在都没分开过，友情超好的!!现在终于体会到了，什么叫’再见朋友’..如果要我在朋友面前说出这四个字，我办不到，因为我是个离不开朋友的小鬼啊..也是爱哭鬼!!眼泪会慢慢地流出来一直到你的背影在我眼前消失..Jhao说得对，我们应该要为未来出发，而不是每天都和朋友过着嘻嘻哈哈的生活..到了另一边我们会认识到新朋友..新生活..新的挑战
当然我们不可忘记以前的友谊丫!!友情万岁!!

那天突然会为你的未来想想，不知干嘛，也许开始会想了吧..
我相信你在SPM的考试里肯定拿到好成绩，因为我知道你是行的!!
可是问题就出现了..
成绩好就肯定会去申请这个申请那个，就像JS酱..matrik,JPA…什么屁都填表格..
我们往好的方面先想..如果你真的拿到JPA，我恭喜你，因为有大好前途等待你来实现..
可是问题就在时间..你肯定要出国4到5年的..那时的我要怎样啊??…
说还过得去是骗人的..不想见到你也是说谎的..
怎样??没办法了咯..只好乖乖地在这儿读书等你咯..
不过也好啦，我不可能会阻止你去读的咯..
当然我希望你去也希望你不去..可是人就是酱啊..矛盾!!
哎呀，将来的事不知道，信念才是重要..
去到哪里多好，相信自己是行的，也相信对方会和你一样就好了..对吗??

Thanks my dear friends..

Haiz...JS wan go to shah alam study le..
ahzai,ahguan also same..tml hav to leave KP le..
so today we plan hao hao le wan go where play..haha
Morning,we all meet together at Da Ya eat breakfast..
n then chat lo..suddenly susu say wan go XXXXX chiong K wo..haha
of course afternoon we cant go lo..cau our boys gang aldy plan today wan accompany JS,Zai,Guan go CC play game whole afternoon liao d..so..haha...sry ya!!
after that,we really stay at CC until 5pm lo..
back home slp a while...still think later want to call them come out limteh together d...
cau maybe this is a last time we can so many friends gather together le..
Ding...Ding...Msg come le..
wah..yuan lai susu them 还不死心去chiong K d o.. and wan 8.30pm go down..
erm..ben lai i dun wan go liao d..but...haiz..cau js aldy 让给我们整个下午了..
so that nite d time give back gals them plan wan go where lo...
then i join lo..billy them also agree go chiong K...
Yup,really hpy when chiong K...all together get high!!haha
i love this feel..but..the feel also had to pass...
sing until 11pm then all back home le...

open computer..suddenly i hav a feel wan to write down wht r happen today..
when i think back our happy time..
my tear come out le...
Yup!i am crying now when write this blog...
i cry cau bu she de Js,guan,zai them...
JS-he is my best friends...
we know each other when primary sch..
i still rmb when primary sch,me n u always fight n scold..
but now?aldy become best friend!!
yup,i know u get JPA le..of course u hpy la..can go ur dream place..KOREA
i feel proud with u..cau YOU r the best in our boys gang..
although sometime u play game let us diu..but u also r a nice person..never angry with us..
i am so happy n 有缘 can be friend with u...i wont forget u after u leave kp go study..

Try miss me if can..cau i will always miss u too...my dear friendz..

Guan-i also know u when small..
haha,i still rmb when small,u,sim,billy always come my shoe shop play game together..that time we really hpy..
after that,cau me n not same class in secondary sch..so..we less talk le..
一直到去年,u join our gang le..our big gang..haha
until now...we still also good friend..
so tml u hav to go segamat study too le..i also feel bu she de with u..
cau left u dota kaki le..n when limteh also feel 清静了..
anyway,i hope u will hpy at segamat there la..n also dun forget me o..^^

Zai-tml u also need to go study le o..sien..suddenly so many friends wan leave kp le..i really feel bu she de u too..u just come out from plkn a few days..then need to go study le..haiz...sad..T.T

Yup,maybe jhao true wht r he say..we all hav different future n dreams..
so cannot forever stay at kp together..n meet together
we hav to FLY out our future..
although we will feel sad because someone friends had to leave us..
but we still will always remember each other d...
so when ur all get holiday in sch..
PLEASE..send msg to all friends..
And MEET together agian...
i know it is hard to gather all friends agian..but try...
because we r friendship forever ma!!
Keep in touch ba...tata..my dear friends...

BBQ party TIME!!

haha..long time didnt post blog lo..
cau this few days super hyper busy..haha..!!
erm..wht i wan to write leh??
i think start write when last time we organize the BBQ party ba..hehe
wah,that day geng lo,early in the morning me n jhao go shopping buy sotong le..haha
n then we go upwell buy somethings lo..ya!really busy..go here go there..haha..but song...
actually we wan cancel this party liao d..but they no agree..坚持要搞...so..haha..nvmla..this also let us had a happy memory...
that day ar...haiz..a bit sien..all fren cant come early cau the next day is mother day
so they had to celebrate with their mum first lo...
left me,hong ken,derrick,billy,xue er,susu,pei yin,suli,GuoChen,Sim arrived first lo...
wah..yuan lai hong ken know起火的哦..看不出啊...haha
we just at beside saw him n waiting bbq eat..haha
xue er 'ye' d chicken very nice o..haha..first time ye also tastly..haha
if still hav next time ask u ye again ar,okok??^^
thx billy n susu 的炉和叉哦...
9pm..finally they come le..
jhao,js,ahzai,ah hong,byron,carmen...yeah!!ur all finally come le..we all waiting u long time le ar...
the chicken also wan finish le..pai sei..
beside this,i also had invited xie ai mei teacher n her husband come together too...of course her 2 children too..hehe
haha...finally teacher also come n join our BBQ party..
that day really hpy..teacher,my mum,n all my dear fren also chat together..haha..
hope that time really can stop...but..impossible..


YUP!if can,i really hope make 1 BBQ party again..
although very tired n busy..but nvm la..我愿意付出...jhao,u also will accompany me de o??haha
Hoehoe,Jhao,Billy,JS,Sim,Zai,
Guan,Hong,Derrick,
GuoChen,HongKen,Byron
Susu,XueEr,PeiYin,Suli,Carmen