结束，新开始

事情过了一个星期..
我也没再想了..
现在的生活和以前没两样..
以前电话偶尔会响响..
现在也还不是一样..
习惯就好

人生中真的有太多的事需要我们去经过
有些人闹着悲剧来收场
有些人明白事理而收场
而有些人自动放手来结束
好一句放手的理由..
而我又是属于哪种??
姑姑问，你的心还会痛吗?
我回答，不了..因为我真的放了..
姑姑又问，真的吗？别口是心非啦..
我没答..只是笑笑回避..><

爱情里从来没有谁对谁错
只有谁愿意接受和放弃
人竟然选择了接受，那就要放弃
别怪谁谁好谁不好，你错？我错？ 没人错！
只是我们抓不住时间的流动！
歌都有酱唱 爱就对了-S.H.E

我的朋友们，对不起了
我办不到我和你们的打赌
以前的我会说初恋也会有好结果的..
可是现在我输了..
要真真办到的，我还不够




Yeah!aldy go to degree with 2 weeks..
how?
enn..quite ok lo..
just d feel like our group 散了
many fren not same group jor..T.T
lecture class still ok,hav fren..
but tutorial..sad..lonely at there..haiz..
Hope it will be better soon..

After that,CLS(chinese language society)
i hav take part again this time..
迎新营><
busy n tired lo..i scare it..
maybe this will be my last time join activity le or stop a while first.
cau degree course harder than foudation le..
i scare it n worry will fail again..
i hear d news MMU change rules..
those who r fail in any1 subject,then will extend a year..is it really?
so i hav to change my attitude study le..
i told my mum,Mum if i fail le then can i dun wan study anymore?i go out work..
my mum answer me,why??cau not she le so u no heart study anymore?
NO!
i wont think like this,my lovely mum...
i know ur all worry me still sad..
but IT IS OVER!
IM OK LE!
WE SHOULD KEEP GOING ON
NEVER STOP BECAUSE A UNSUCCESSFUL PROBLEM


Jia you to u,n me too!
This time really is New Sem!New LIFE><


I'm SINGLE now!!!!

Speechless..

2 weeks holiday going finish..
n i look like do nth in this 2 weeks..
bored..suck..fuck..i hate holiday!
holiday bring me a lot lonely..
maybe without u..or YOU..OR she..or ur all..
very fast d..monday open sch lo..
n now i am facing a big academic problem..haiz..
im really regret with this all..but it over aldy..
hope God bless me..

first week holiday i really too boring le..
then went to KL find my dear fren..
Jhao,yeah!i said i wan drunk that day,i really did it..
but it was very suffer..i hate it!but y i still wanna drink it?
no y..cau i wan only that time can let me relax..
let me wanna talk wht then talk wht..
let me had some brave to say out it all..
let me forget some unhpy things at that 2-3 hours..
let me drunk!i need it..
i know wht i did wht i said that day..
maybe i really too tired with this all..
im sorry to u n myself...

second week was my fren,py birthday..
but that day had a something unhpy happen..
but its ok la..over aldy..hope SL ok now..
we r always support u d..><

my exam result out le..
haiz..wht a fucking 'good' result i take..
i give up le..i dun know wht can i do le..
only can blame myself y that time dun wan study hard..speechless..
degree course i register le..
time table very gd..all morning class..friday no class..
but..haiz..really hope GOD help me this time again..

open sch le,i really dun know wan how..
SHIT,u know wht i feel now??
feel lonely back like first time i went to MMU OW..
cau u,i just can finish my foudation with hpy memory..
now without u,i really dunknow wan how to over my life in MMU here..
like wht i head d song now..'Need You Now-Lady Antebellum'

is over..all is over le..
i should wake up with this all..
i cant be like this anymore..
i wan study hard!
i wan do it!
i wan many many many!!!
but can i?
speechless................................................


I miss u,m!