Although nothing but i hurt..

wht a bad year this year?!?!huh?
i no very like 2010!
i hate!
i dissapoited!
i fall!
i lost!
its this year is my sui year?
love?study?family?include fren too..
what the hell going on..


26/3/10
today would be a hpy n good day..
but it was spoil le..
n then i sad le..
disappoited 1 more times again in this year..
i no blame u..cau u also dun hope will happen it..
but suan le..over le jiu shi over..nth can make it change..
be4 that nite,after i get d news from u..
i really very hpy..
unspeakable d happy feel..
maybe this is wht i am always waiting d..
i on9 check wht movie..
i slp early..
i wake up early told parents..
i acc parents go bahau eat breakfast cau they let me drive..
i hope n hope...but its last happen too..
when u told me that time,i was having my tasty food..
after c d msg..yup!i SUCK!food no food anymore..
mood no mood anymore..
im silent..
no more i talk n laugh..
no more i eat n drink..
no more i think n say d news again..
last,i no told my parents about d things were cancel actually aldy..
is it face problem?ya..i need face that time..
cau i really dun know wht i can do anymore..
i really hope that time i can fast back kp n diam diam stay at home..
i really hope find a hole to stay inside until d time pass..d day over..
i know it is FACT！i hav to accept le..
cant go then no go lo..
i always told myself..hav next time d..hav next chance d..
nevermind la..nothing d..it's ok..
i used to it this 3 words le..
last,i also wan sry too..
sry cau everytimes also make u hard to do..
sry cau everytimes also make u suffer..
sry cau everytimes i wan GOD also dun let me..
sry cau everytimes i cant acc u..
sry cau i said out d feel..
sry n sry n sry..nvm n nvm n nvm..
cau i used to it le..


Thanks a lot to my old friend!my buddy!-ah sim..
everytimes i sad,i cant solve d problem,i sure find u..
n u so good to accept me too..
other thanks you,i really dun know wan how to say le..
thanks u,cau me so go sb with me..
thanks u,cau me so acc me go watch movie..
thanks u,cau me so u let ur father scold no go help he work..
thanks u,cau me so u help me alot..
thanks u,cau me so u help me lie ur father,lie my parents too..
really thanks a lot!


'Nevermind' this word is easy to say out..
but if really wan understand it d meaning still hav to think long way..
'Nevermind' this word say le..
dun think that it was really nvm that meaning..
cau sometime not cau get forced,he/she also wont use it
just let it gone..
'Nevermind' this word everytimes i used..
actually just hurt me n let me feel better only..
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my tear..was falling down again this nite...

lalalalalala!

lalalala..sudden feel hav mood wan write post..
but bad mood la..
even my hostel line good,
mind clear,
heart pump,
breathe fresh..
but d mood still havent change..
dun ask me WHY?
No Explanation..
Yeah!finally a lot of assigment,drama finished le..
now left business project n account assgiment only..
relax......
after that,very fast d is our time graduate..
last 68 days..i count it..
fast?slow?
no..actually d time passed normal..
only me doing something useless..

Yeah!finally i register my degree course..
IB=international business..
hear like sound good..but actually just a simple subject..
compare to accounting is a big DIFFERENT...
but that is d subject that i wan to study so came to MMU..
so of course i will stay at melacca with 3 years anymore..
cyber?wont think anymore..
cau there is a place not suitable to me..
n most important is...cyber dun hav IB course..
so fine la..stay at here also good nia..
even many fren wan go to cyber le..

now i just know i really changed a lot le..
its TRUE!
I admit it！
dun know how to say..
beside my fren d sure know wht i mean..

I lost...
I lost d way...
I lost d way to come back...
I lost d way to come back ur side...
Become lazy n lazy..
lazy study..OMG!!!!
i wan i wan!
Start study le...its too late?

LEft 68 days,let us hpy together with last memory ba..><

Holiday coming!lets come go KL ENJOY!!!
i wan DRUNK!!!!!!!!!!